Sunday, August 29, 2010

Failed

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My post-guaduate life fulled of failure. Trying to apply difference academic grant and scholarship but each came out with unsuccessful results. Sigh~ everytime I saw people around me get their scholarship, I'll smiling cause they are lucky and hope that they can concentrate more on their research. However, while I look back to myself, asking myself what I get? ...I still trying, may be the time still not coming yet, but actually I started doulbt myself, am I wouldn't get any finance aids until the end of my research? Then how long should I take to finish my research? I need to do part-time jobs to cover my life spend and dairy expenses, lacking of time on research is my main concern, when I can finish my research? Goosh! I will not giving up anymore since I failed so many time. I always thanking God for I'am not the only one, thanking cause I still standing here, and I believe God will give me the honour at the day coming.